I guess i was right all the way...he doesn't like me. SNAP!
Well, at least i tried to show him i'm here for him...paranoid? I dunno, but he seems so insecure or rather take the life on his own...which is sad if not ironic.


Don't want him to see me as a stalker or annoying hyperactive admirer...because i simply am not such person. Tried once...tried twice...no sparking positive feedback...then i'm back off...let it go....

Cause this life is too short to live it just for you...so i give myself a standing ovation and a glass of compliment...taking it inside for a while...take a deep sad breath...and move on.

There. I feel better now.

Go on man...go on man...go on man.....