My heart is sunk deeper, it's both ruined and wasted...Life has never been this hard...being unwanted after I have given my all for more than 12 months...It had sucked dry my spirit and everything that was left in me...It's harder to breathe than ever...I'm living in a zombie's body where nite is undeniably moments of pain and regrets....why have i been victim of my own faithful feelings and loyalty? It is impossible to get my head on the survival path, much less for paving my career life when I've just lost everything I had held dear in my heart and life had been ruined.
And I'm on my own...in stranger's land with no shoulder to cry on.
