Or...maybe they are nothing but random dreams people sometimes get.
Fuck those goddamn dreams.
Come whatever, I am ready for life taking its own course. Yes, I am feeling THAT anxiety right now.
Anyway, it's Sunday and O will arrive this afternoon, I should not show craappy face and shitty mood. He needs supportive people now.
I will do my push-ups and the so-called small workouts.
Happy weekend, folks.