The [quick] rain's just stopped, so did did pass the dinner time and the office hours but maybe I'm gonna stay here for more hours. You know what, I like this long hours work, I avoid the idleness when I find myself at home, as well as the sudden change of mood when the world gets deeper into the ignorant silence of the dark. Silently I would surrender to the self contentment of the slow moving hours, intently abandon my attention from the world, myself, and the TV/FM that fills the spacious chilly room on the second floor of the building.
The job thing is still on the big question mark since the decision will yet to be made at the end of this month by my employer. should it be a turning point in my life where I would finally be able to pick scattered pieces together and make a better scene in my life, or, quite on the contrary, it could be a path to more encrypted unfortunate events. Either way, I'm glad I've come this far. Talking about reality check.
What would become of me if I am no longer able to get intimidated, get washed in fleshy anxiousness? What would I do when my heart is taken over by the detachment feelings from cynicism and obsession, abandon both favorable sides of optimism & pessimism. And the world is neither black & white nor way too complex. But I leave it for to-morrow because I just want to live in the moment. Rite. Rite?
It's 9.13 pm, still not moving from my seat...
A very special shoutout/warmest greetings to my awesome Zack. Thank you for being a wonderful lovely friend. T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U
The job thing is still on the big question mark since the decision will yet to be made at the end of this month by my employer. should it be a turning point in my life where I would finally be able to pick scattered pieces together and make a better scene in my life, or, quite on the contrary, it could be a path to more encrypted unfortunate events. Either way, I'm glad I've come this far. Talking about reality check.
What would become of me if I am no longer able to get intimidated, get washed in fleshy anxiousness? What would I do when my heart is taken over by the detachment feelings from cynicism and obsession, abandon both favorable sides of optimism & pessimism. And the world is neither black & white nor way too complex. But I leave it for to-morrow because I just want to live in the moment. Rite. Rite?It's 9.13 pm, still not moving from my seat...
A very special shoutout/warmest greetings to my awesome Zack. Thank you for being a wonderful lovely friend. T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U
