The job thingy started early this week, Finally! I screamed inside my head. Yes, it's kind of a big relief; on the other hand, I am so well aware that this (just like some other thing that I wish could last a bit longer) is for temporary. I'm not gonna give you a tell-all confidential about the job deal because it'll be the one of the worst things I could ever done. We talked last nite at work and he delivered it delicately, nicely and I can always be more than grateful for the temporary job and shelter at his place.
For being nothing much but a total stranger--sort of, or a new acquaintance- he have been giving me so much help that probably no one else would do.
I don't mind if I have to work long hours and skip my evening shower, or have to get late-night dinner, or have none.
Maybe I need this crazy-ass workaholic life. Get busy and keep myself from Oh-i-totally-need-love/sex/companionship/relationship feeling-- that ugly/pathetic feeling.
Yet, in the last few days when I could only get home after eight or alot much later, go to bed just a few hours from dawn and woke up early; I still feeling that way. Some friend joked about my relationship-oriented self.
Maybe they can see something about me I cannot read myself.
Maybe they can see something about me I cannot read myself.
Get some fun!
Make yourself noticed!
If I were you I would loose count how many people I'd meet!
They're just being friends and I love their sense of bitchiness. Wait, doess that word even exist? Bitchiness?
I went to a new friend's house who happened recently asked me if I am staying at a rooming-house. I blurted out an idea of sharing a place which he positively agreed.
But I did regret it.
He is not only living in a character of someone else but his place is a real big shiteous mess. Don't get me wrong, he is a good person at heart but taking a risk of living in a smoking room with a piling up dirty clothes, and flood of things covering the dust on the floor.
I dont (really) need a roommate.
Watch that DVD this afternoon and LOVED one of the songs played in one of the scenes (at this particular scene when the whathisname main actor is dancing with the leading woman role at a wedding party). I dunno the song title and cannot Google it.And after Stephen King's Nightmares and Dreamscapes DVD, my stomach acted like crazy. I had diarrhea from yesterday's food and went to the toilet three times; true story. Such a great start for my weekend.
There's something about this solemn (Ubud) place that makes me wants to get myself to the crowded places. I never had such urge/need before. A long night out and even bar/club are so appealing now.
