Life never fails to show me more things I should understand, or at leats, try to.
As I'm growing older and seeing more and more traits of personalities, uniqueness of each human being, along with his/her lines of disappointing little weakness and gracefullness, I say to myself, I hope I won't hurt someone, ever. But I guess I failed, like, alot, though in some occassion, I cannot find what went wrong.
"Hi, how you been?" I asked him, online buddy who is not frequently online and it's been a while not to catch up.
"Things're fine," he replied, "How are you?"
We exchanged a few more questions until he went numb.
"So, any news you'd like to share," I tried to break the ice, unable to offer hilarious or entertaining updates from my own life.
"Life goes on!"
One short line and he went offline. He left me wondering what wrong have I done?
I wish I could be wiser and more sensitive, passionate, and understanding to every single friends I have. I wish there's always be common understanding that leaving things undone, making traces of doubt and uninvited self-guilt over something I cannot decipher, is not the wisest thing someone could ever done. But well, that's life, that's the point where I should stop asking myself what on earth should I do, because, as a matter of fact, I wasn't born to fix the world. I wasnt born to be Jesus.
Life would certainly be far more interesting if people can be more bitchy when thing goes wrong, talk it out.
