I'm totally so damn sleepy right now. I had only a few hours of sleeping last nite becausee we talked until 2.30 this morning and I had super stupid thoughts of ghosts and such, looked at Lamro and Tommy were totally sleep like babies. Why silly thoughts came at odd hours?
There's a woman standing behind me, I swear to God, she's there, invisible.
Why didn't I think of sex, instead?! Like, My first orgy attendee list would be.....
And I got up before seven. Kept on run my chores untill before my working hour began, which will end at eleven this evening. On the bus, I sat next to the driver and almost hit my forehead hard to the dashboard, was unable to keep my eyes wide open. He, the driver whose face I didnt bother to see, laid his right hand on my right thigh, but i got the wrong idea, No, Sir. I'm not in the zone. So I gave him a Behave-yourself look, of course he didnt look at me, didnt even look my way.
There was a small group of young men looked at me rite in the face as if saying deciphered lame jokes. I loked one in the eye, WHat? I said to myself.
Did my laundry, ironing, and yard works this morning. Al bought un-installed drawers and spent the whole day re-arranging the rooms and all. He was sweaty, wiped his eye-glasses now and then, this hurts my eyes.
I was having my noodle lunch in the kicthen, listening to the washing machine spinning wild the laundry, seeing my blue jeans and brown bag outside on the clothes lines, and also hearing Al's cursing, I'm fussy, I know, he said after saying fuck!! Yes, you are, I said, smiling back.
So, I'm working now until 11 in the evening, meaning I will miss the AI repeat program, meaning I will sleep over at Ellie's, meaning I'm gonna have a hell of a nite with the noisy road, but I'm getting used to it, anyway.
Feeling good today, but dont feel like chatting or making long convo with anyone.

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