I knew that it would come.
Finally.

We went to his mom's this morning and he seemed so content to hear that her elder married sister is willing to let Al and him move there as soon as they want, "Can you come with us this Sat?" he asked me as we walked to the bus stop headed for Sun.

I said I can't because I'm not sure about this idea at all. I'm not saying the house aint that good; it lacks of many things: very small three bedrooms, poor ventilation, far from the main road with bumpy road, no garden or back yard at all, and what I'm concerned most of all is that the neighbors have more dogs than human being, which start their choir of barks when a stranger passes by.
And there are four or five unavoided awful traffic areas just to get to downtown.
Not to mention that it's just a few meters from Green's very own house where his parents and two sisters and three kids are nothing but curious human being.

And most of all; I'm not sure I'm moving along with them to THAT house, if Al eventually say yes.
"You better ask him," Green said unconvincingly.
Personally, I dont really wish that much to move with them. Things changed, lately. Fights or hurtfeelings have not soar high or even sparkled but I think it's about the time to say Au Revoir for good.

What then?
I need to find myself a new plave to live. A typical kinda like boarding house where rooms are for rent monthly or annually. It feels (and, indeed) like starting it all over again. Buy a bed and all those stuffs to keep me warm and safe. My ideal place is downtown but it wont be easy to find it, so I preferrably will find one in Tj.Sari, my old dominon :)

No unoccupied room at my landlady's. The room which I used to live for more than 7 years is inhabited by two nurse students, another distant relatives of her. Argh.. Can we have three-some, girlfriends?!!!

Lammy's, my Plan A is closer to impossible.
It was almost midnite and i forced myself to dozzed off, lied on my chest when the knocks came from my bedroom door. Green jumped and pinched me, "You know what, Lammy has gained a permanent citizenship in Belgium!!"
NO respond coming from my half-sleep self. "Huh?" I said, "Good, I think.Now, I need to get back to my sleep."

So, my plan B and the only plan that comes to mind so far is finding a new room in one of those student dominated houses in my univ neihgborhood.

"If Al say Yes," Green said in such great spirit, "We will start packing right away, like, on Sunday." And this really freaks me out. That fast? RUSH aint god for all of us.

"Please don't tell them [Tomi and Swandi] about this plan until Al say yes or no," he pleads. What a bad proposition, or whatever you call it. I feel bad not only for myself but also for the other two. It won't be such an extremely Fun to see either him or Al will make a 'family meeting' on Sunday and tell it to their--*and my-faces, "Ta-dah! Surprise, folks!!! We finally found a new place for us to live, so the rest of you should pack up now. Yay!!"
Maybe they will put it midly or whatev.

Notice: I am not mad or disappointed or anything. I just wish things will work for all of us. Amen for that.

October's gonna be a new season for us--for good, I hope