August 1, 2008
0200am
I lied to myself
This was not what i needed...
The chill wind tonite slaps my chest...and washed away my regrets for giving away the celebration of forgiveness...to say goodbye.
The road is dead in the silent dark..i look up high...the tall trees are helplessly witheed under the abandoned sky,
Halfway home...the road is getting more intimidating...apparently i am the only human being walking down the street..in sandals with dirty loose earth...in faded curiosity.
The hissing sound takes shape into rats crossing the asphalt road in pride and horror...fighting cats roaring their sexuality and the motors racing through the nite..everything seems like souless ghosts. These all reminds me of what i'd seen years years ago.
My cough turns into unwanted yawns...sleepy in weariness, i walk faster and clumsier...i dont feel going to rest in this humidity...in this thoughts and recollections...with these glassy eyes.
Maybe i should leave out all the rest for morrow...give myself another pat on the shoulders and walk in pride and self gratitude
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